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After school on Tuesday, went to AMK Hub Subway. Saw colleagues & Boss :D Managed to find seats during the peak hour, hah. & I didn't realise we brought along one carnivore & herbivore with us: Vaneh & Esther respectively. Lol one hated lettuce & the other loves it, so guess what, they shared a footlong. HAHA. So apparently, one had to finish up the overflowing veggie! Yeah so left to nearby Macs to study. Eh, as usual we were quite distracted at the beginning, but went on quite okay after a while. Est left first, then Mingwei. Vanessa, Jason & I left at 10pm. Was amazingly wide awake after I got home, & again this went on till the time I prepare to go to school.

Wednesday.






P.E lesson today was Tchoukball assessment! Not really engaging for me, 'cause didn't get to move much. But it's a fun sport :D During PW, did a bit of OP slides & all. The weather in the afternoon was -.- Then decided to go Choa Chu Kang with Calvin, Jason & Vaneh. Pizza Hut for lunch! & yeah I think we stayed at the place for quite long. Haha. Went over to Mac to study again, zzz. Er, today was better for me since I get to clarify doubts with them, could see Calvin really chiong-ing for Econs. :) Then, we went in to one particular shop, where Cal got his top before the mall closes. It was a long ride back to home, felt very sleepy throughout.


Friday/Saturday.

Yeomei at 4.34am lol.

Econs econs econs ~

Mac at 6.09am = empty.

kway chap for breakfast + lunch

School ended early on Friday. Went home for a nap, met Yeomei & XiYing at 10pm plus at Kovan Mac. Yeah, to study. Xy left at around 2.30am while we continued yawning & with our work. Haha. Kept changing tables, anyway there wasn't much customers already. It's really hard to stay awake between 4am to 6am. I stood up & walked around whenever I felt sleepy, of course I looked like some retard again. Yeomei, fell asleep. LOL. She had a reason since she didn't exactly sleep much. Jace joined us at 7am on Sat morning, continued till afternoon, in between I got spotted of stoning -.- Lol really couldn't focus! Had lunch. Iris came & we went to church instead, got to thank WanHui for opening the room for us! Xy & Clar joined not long after, did a bit of Geog & I fell alseep -.- Woke up & went for service, cell discussion after that. Was a little distracted today, probably due to the lack of sleep, but I could feel the strong presence of God during the service while Pastor was praying, & while cell members were praying after discussion. Went for dinner, & played Werewolf with cell mates at Mac! A good time of fellowship I must say, & I'm wondering if I looked like Werewolf, because I'm always accussed of being it all the time. Haha! Okay then finally we left at close to 11pm. CPS9 seminar next Saturday! (:

Eileen told me how many times she cried today(or rather yesterday) because of Promos. I'm not shocked, because the results just determine whether you'll get promoted or not. We'll tend to get overly nervous & whatnot. At times, I feel a little dejected why my friends didn't get to know the Lord earlier. If they did, they wouldn't be handling everything alone. Fortunately, I'm getting some positive responses. I'll be patient for now (: All the best friends, for Promos.

It's easy to ask a person to cheer up & move on, but difficult to do it when it comes to ourselves. Because we're not the ones going through the ordeal & that is why we'll never understand how hard it is to move on. But at least give it a try; because the world's not going to stop because of you.

Sometimes, I think my inner self really contradicts my outer self. & one day if I were to go out of Singapore, I’ll be sure to miss everything that I’ve went through. Bittersweet memories, like what most people call it. I used to hate separations, but it’s something that’s inevitable and unavoidable, so might as well just accept it. Just allow me to enjoy all I can now.

1 Peter 5:7 "Cast all your worries on the Lord, because He cares for you."