I went out of my house in the middle of the night
& the road was quiet, just like it always was
I sat down, and think, thinking of anything & everything
for the past 15 or so years, what have I done ?
maybe it wasn't until few years back, I began to understand things a little
& it wasn't until last year I became much more sensible
you just got to learn from anything that has happened, but I never did
so much regrets, yet I can never turn back again
giving up is the hardest, but I've overcome it

& people who have mould into what I am today, I want to thank you
& people whom I've offended, I apologise here

I may be crazy at times, just bear with me for a few more months (:
I've no idea of what's happiness now
the only thing I know,
is wanting my friends to be happy.



yours truly,
sophia