it wasn't a good day afterall. but i'm just relieved that my form & co-form teachers are concerned about us. so, i shall start with mdm lian. she called my mum & had a talk with her. yeah, it was about my results. dropped alot, from mid-year till now. unexpectedly, my mum didn't really give me a lecture. i was doing my chinese paper, and she came in and close the door. mentally prepared ; for a scolding. but she just asked me, "why did your results drop so much?" i didn't answer her, but tears just came rolling down. sucha awkward situation then. after 15mins or so, she wants me to write a letter and apologise to my teachers, & why my results were so bad. it was tough, to write and cry at the same time. blame it on my laziness. seeing teachers disappointed with me, wasn't a good feeling afterall. as expected, mrs ang called my mum too. i've apologised to some teachers, & monday i'll pass the letter to mdm lian.

see, just one phone call. and it affects me completely.

crystal & gideon, please hang on there. (:
to you: i'll try my best to help you. please also hang on there. (:

how far can i go, how much can i tolerate